"It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life ......for me~~~~And I'feeling.......GOOD~~~~"
lyrics from "Feeling Good" --Michael Buble
I know right......It's like a moment earlier, you can still make fun of your friends who are sitting for SPM and lying on your bed and thinking that it's still far from you stepping into their shoes, and now.....You can't even laugh out loud anymore....
Thinking back what you've done last year, have you achieved anything that you're proud of? Did you really make the most out of any seconds that were now long gone forever? Can you really be proud of what you have done? But whatever it is that you 've chose and done, you can't turn back the time and it is what it is. You can't undo the mistakes you've done like Zac Efron did in that movie. You will never be 16 again!!( In my case....) It's a crucial fact!! But there's a good side of it. It gives you a chance to learn from your mistakes. It is a part of growth. You've to put everything behind you and move on. This is life.Don't look back!!!(unless I left my LG's album in a public toilet......I'll definitely turn back!!!)
So...embrace yourself for a new chapter of your life and live it to the fullest. Try to think more of your future and plan it well. Change your shi**y attitude that you've put on before or use deodorant if you've been complained about your bad odor!!!Be a better human being to make the world a better place.
Oh.....and if you wanna know wad's my new year wishes are....I'll tell you.....one of them is to be 16 again.......;D
Happy New Year to all and Merry Christmas!!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Spoiler of 17 again......(16 again)
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Friday, December 18, 2009
(+.+) ------>!!!!!Adventures!!!!!
I was sitting in front of my computer and thinking about what to write. And all I could do is smile. A little over a week ago, I was again lying on my bed and daydreaming as I usually did. Things have been a little hectic since the beginning of the holiday. And there I was, drooling all over my pillow and imagining the impossible--that I've scored flying colours in my year-end exam. And then all of the sudden, I've heard a deafening scream coming from the kitchen.
I dashed out of my room and saw my mum standing rooted to the ground!! Judging from the negative aura she was emitting and her unfriendly facial expression, I could know almost immediately that something bad was going to happen!! Yes, it was a very bad news indeed!!
It was my relatives from Cameron Highland. They're coming down from heaven to this god forsaken land of Kedah, Alor Star( seriously!!! I couldn't even watch Twilight at Kedah!!! Sucks!!)and staying for the night. You know my mum, she's the typical type of person who is such a perfectionist and, unfortunately, my house was in a misery state. So , guess what happened next?? Yes, I was damned to clean up my house in less than thirty minutes with my assistant, my sis.
The next thing I knew, we were all putting on our costumes and prepared to go all out and battle with the dirt!!!( My sis was slipping in an apron , my mum was holding a duster and something that looked like Phua Chu Kang's hair. And me? I was topless, with a mopping stick in my hand and a pail of water). I mean, it was so surprising and sudden that it caught all of us off guard. Yea ...I have to bathe twice that NIGHT!!! Well what could I say??
Anyway, I just wanna share with you guys this story that I thought was funny. I am going to KL and staying with my sister for a whole week till 1st Jan. I am really looking forward to this exciting adventure and , finally, celebrating my Christmas in style!!!(Shopping for cool outfits involved!!! )
Happy C'mas to u guys and Merry Christmas!!!
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Thursday, December 3, 2009
Weekends full of love.....or not....
Remember me bleating about being alone the whole holidays and spending my time dating my computer and stuff? Actually, it's quite fun and less torturing than I've imagined. So why would I say that, you asked, well staying at home with nobody else except for yourself is a tad interesting. It gives you time to do something like self-reflection, or maybe explore your life, search deep into your soul for something you've buried for a long time, like hobby, for instance.
What a tear-jerker!!!! I hadn't shred a tear( not really....just misty eyed.....) for decades already!!! OMG!!! And the unpredictable plot was suspense that I forward the movie and watched it from back to front..... Talking about twisted plots..... Now this is the kind of movie that should won an oscar( I'm just exaggerating....)!! This romantic flick is a must-watched!!! The cast was great and the soundtrack was interesting and fun. Watch it and you'll agree with me.
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Ho-Ho-Ho-Holidays...........
Yes...I didn't get my cure for that Lady Gaga's poison yet...it's so strong that I don't think there's a cure at all....even after purchasing the Bad Romance Deluxe Edition album....no, I don't thnk I'lL make a full recovery...Aniwae, this post is about celebrating the HOLY DAYS.....
Talking about celebration, the MadOnna's song, with the same name, hurts my ears so much that I think it's bleeding!!! Some old ladies sure don't know when to stop creating rubbish and making sound pollution (I'm looking at you Madge), hadn't the Earth suffered enough? Lady Gaga's gonna snatch that crown from you pretty soon.... OMG LADY GAGA !!!!GAAAAA~~~~~ Shoot!!!! *Control Urself.....Deep breath........*..hehe still can't keep myself in check .....
Huh..*sigh of relieVed*....Ok holiday, yEs, whenever you mentioned 'holiday' , ppl would probably ask you wad's ur vaca plans, where are u going, waddya gonna do and bla bla bla. Unfortunate for me, I'm gonna be cooping up at my own home this whole long summer holiday. I'm gonna fall in love with MY computer and TV SEts, dating my imaginary girL friend and it goes on and on....... Yea I'm alone and ....alone....( I mean my mum and dad is still going to be here with me)...
Well, I'm gonna find and do sthg to entertain myselFfor the time being....I'm gonna fill you guys up with my to-do-list soon.....stay tuned.......
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
TadDDaaa~~~~
WAARRRRRRhhhhhh...........I'm finally free!!!!!! And since the school's exam had just become the past and holidays soon approaching.....I'll now hav all the time in the world to do wadever I wanted to ....
And AARRRRGGHHHHH!!!! Lady Gaga !!!!! I'm totally enslaved by her hooking tunes and fell for this scorchingly hot artiste!!!!! Her new single " Bad Romance"'s MV is now on Youtube and it's a hit!!!!! 5 millions views!!!( well so far.....the number's still rising)!!!Omg!!!! It's just simply out of this world and she's the force to be reckoned with!!!!!It's an art!!!!
And wadever bad rumours about her having pe**s and she's a freak or stuff, she totally ROCKS
and this is a proof that she's getting better and will eventually become the "Queen Of Pop"!!!!!( Well, after Madonna's retired.....) Again....ARRRGGGHHHH!!!! Go watch her MV now!!! and I'm planning to get a copy of her new deluxe edition album!!!!!! and I'll get a strand of her hair!!! Waaah!!!!!!!! Lady Gaga............!!!!!
( this craziness and shouting will keep going on until I was sent into a mental institute.......there's no end to this.....) Lady Gaga.........*scream fading....*
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
''''''''''Marriage'''''''''''''
Ahh, marriage. Every girls' dream and every men's funeral( of coz except for a few who prefer a more stupid and sedentary life). It's not like I don't believe in it, just that I think everyone practically should make the most of their lives when they're still being youthful, partying and stuff, just don't hook up and hang around with the same girl all the time. Marriage is for, my opinion, older people who really, desperately want to spend the rest of their lives with THE ONE( after picking them from their past one-night-stand lists....) they love, soul partner.
Anyway, I've been to a wedding dinner last week and it was a party of pomp and pageantry. It's my mom's friend's daughter's wedding(complicated, I don't even know these people) .Everyone was enjoying themselves, except for me!!!! Of coarse, how can you make yourself comfortable when all the people who sit at the same table with you keep staring at you like your're an alien( like Lady Gaga), and not to mention, all of them were old!!!!( It's the consequence for leaving home late enough to attend a stupid wedding dinner)
Well, as it seemed that I can't get away with this, I'm just gonna indulge myself in the food. Food!!! Omg!!!Totally forgot bout that!!!Arrrggghhhh!!!I've never been to this restaurant before and I don't know the food standards here!!! I prayed hard that it's eadible and poison-free!!!!And thank Lord. My prayer answered!!!Actually , it's quite delicious, by my standard anyway. I'm just annoyed a tad by the fact that those old people need more nutrients and practically grabbed everything on the plate ,everything they can lay their chopsticks on, only leaving behind scraps of chicken skin and the vegie that used to decorate the food. And thought they said that the older one should make the younger priorities. Well,looking from a positive point of view, they do keep me on my diet tracks...........
TO BE CONTINUE.........
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
~~~Quickie~~~
Well I don't really know wad quickie means, but I think it probably has something to do with doing something in a very quick speed.......and I'm writing this post in a hurry so....
Aniwae, I'm still thinking of changing and upgrading my blog somehow, preparing to make my comeback .....And after giving it a long thought, I think I'm gonna make it my diary( I know waddya gonna say Jake.....And I dun really care).
Here's the reason why. First of all, when I first start my blogging career( yea rite.....), I thought blogging's suposed to be a way to express my feeling and drop down the journey and experiences in my daily life. And I really wanted to do it this way. And after sometime, I ask my dear fren," why no 1 come to my blog 1???" My fren told me that I should write something funny that has nothing to do with my life at all, ha said " bcoz no one really cares bout ur life 1 larhhhhh"......
I really hope more people would come to my blog and if can, share their experiences in life and probably make more frens with that( that's what my blog's tittle means and my goal for starting this blog....).......And after going back and forth thinking bout what should I do with my blog, I came up with this thought. I said" To Hell With That!!! I don't care if no one come to my blog at all!!! I'm just gonna do it my way~~~"
So I just wanna give u guys an idea of what I'm gonna do with my blog. So..............
I STILL LOVE MY LIFE>.<
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Labels: Quickies
Friday, August 21, 2009
Absentee~~~
First of all, I want to express my deepest regrets for not being able to update my blog for the coming few weeks. I know you guys gonna be devastated and probably miss me when I'm gone......But I promised, after a few more weeks, I'm gonna make up for my mistakes with the greatest comeback you've ever witnessed( even greater than brit's )!!!!
In the meantime, lets take a peek at parts of the things I'm gonna do in this wonderful holidays( Enjoy the last days of my life before school opens...) :
1. Shopping at Sunway Pyramid!!!!!
2. Eat my breakfast, lunch and dinner!!!
3. Text my friends and told them bout my trip, just in case they don't know.....
(making them jealous is my ultimate goal)
4. Ice skating with my sister at Sunway Pyramid!!!!
5. Kiss and love my kittens before i kill them for releasing my rage when I get my result sheets!!!!!!
Well, that's it .I wish u all a happy Holiday and take good care of yourself!!!! Watchout for H1N1 ya!!!!!!!
L LOVE MY LIFE.
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Monday, July 20, 2009
Amanda" Kangaroo!!!!!
*POOOOFFFFF*
I noe rite....y Snape???? y did she gave him a so fancy and cool nickname????I'm so frustrating.....and why d hell did that oldie die so fast???? His dying scene is way shorter than the part where Snape and Bellastik make the deal!!!!!
This year, Harry is getting hornier than ever, caused by the raging hormones and the beast that rest inside of him, and he decided to unleash it on his mother like girlfren, Ginny( Jinny ??? Jeanny??? which 1??). And Ronald is officially retarded this year, suffering serious brain damage by getting hit right on the head in tha Quidditch( I hope i spell it right...) match. And Hermoine is just as horny as Harry and she is pissed off coz some1 is getting her se* toy's attention( wow ...it sounded quite interesting already....)
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Horrific!!!!!!!!
Yes, I know... the tittle may scare off some of you ppl but don't worry.....it's okay.......Actually this post has nothing to do with horror movies or scary pics.....as the matter of fact, it's just a sad, sad story about the other species which I hated most on this planet( you'll find it out later).
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Okay. Here's the thing. We all like and hope that our home sweet home would always be clean , tidy and nonetheless SPECTACULAR rite??? Like myself, I've been a perfectionist all the time, practicing good hygience and all, making sure that there's not a single dust on my properties(what??? I'm not feminine.......I just wanna stay away from H1N1....). But then, one day ,unfortunately, U came.............
You never tell me your name. You said that brown and black was ur favourite colour and so u always dressed in these colour. You were diligent in your work, staying up all night and do your job. You look at me with a soulful eye. You beg me to let you go. But how could I??? Afterall that you've been done to her room!!!!
Then,I could see you grinning from ear to ear. "Haha , well then, catch me if you can ", u said , in an almost inaudible voice. You like to play huh?? Okay , game's on mate. I chased, U ran.
It continued for almost an hour. You were good!!!But not as good as me. I hide myself in the darkest shadow, waiting, waiting for u to show up. As I predicted , U did.............
SNAP!!!!!SNAP!!!!!!SNAP!!!!!!!
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"Jie jie!!!! I've killed it !!!! You can come back in now!!!!" I shouted. My sis stepped into her room , looking down at a dead cockroach and shriek. She wants me to take it out and asked me to burn it to ashes( I like that idea.......watch it die .....painfully and glowing.....isn't that great???)
I picked it up from the pool of cockroach's juice........and did exactly the same thing she asked.
I wasn't going to mourn and feel pity for you low-life!!!! Homo sapiens were the greatest species of all!!!!!This post is for all of U cockroaches on this planet!!!! If you tried to invade my home again, you'll be the next species that extinct, even earlier than whales and rhinos..........mark my word.......................I'll cut off one of ur legs( coz u hav six of 'em) squize the juice out of it........every last drop of it.........and make u drink it.......hahahhaa.......*voice fading*..........
NOTE: This post contain an extremely violent content and read it only if you're above 3 .And I
was planning to use cocks to replace cockroaches coz it's simpler......but I hav 1 too, so I
had to drop that idea(Darn).
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Labels: Dedication
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
:::::::::::::::::::All about music::::::::::::::
I've been reading "There has been death in the opposite house" by Emily Dickinson (she has nthg to do with Janice at all .....)lately and the thought of a recent news flashed across my mind. Yes, the sad news about the late King of Pop, aka Micheal Jackson. I know, it was a shocking and unbelievable news .I thought the radio announcer was joking at first!!!! It was like a bolt from the blue, out of nowhere and popped up suddenly. And later on, the news' been confirmed and i was dumbfounded and don't know what to say .........Honestly I've never listened to his music bfore except for a few songs like : 'Beat It' and 'Thriller'.....and I was thinking:" Damn.....I thought that guy's planning to make a comeback tour of 50 concerts at the O2 arena..!!!!!How could this be happening!!!!???"
I always had a bad impression for MJ because of the allegations of child abuse. But then, when I heard about that news, I was overcome by sadness and I don't know why.....I've learned from the papers and magazines that he's really talented and a true musical genius and of coz he's also one hell of a dancer, just look at his moves!!! . And after that incident, I started to dig in. I began to realise that he had done so many good deeds in his life and he's such an inspiring person. He was just a musician who has been through a tough childhood and just wanted to do something great in his life and for the others, I think he did it!!! As a trend-setters of the music industry in the 19s, he'd change the face of the pop music thoroughly and become a legend, and he's still an iconic music legand today.
As a musician, I think we should only look at his achievements in music and not his stupid rumours and scandals. Music is the most wonderful thing in life. We can really feel the message when indulging in the rhythm and the melody of the song. And MJ's really good at making good musics. I was crying when I watch “we are the world”( a song co-writing by MJ )music video(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQXUSPvlE8g) ……Waves of emotion hits the core of my heart…..one can really lost in time and space in the melody of music…..this song really makes us wonder what had happened to our world nowadays….where’s the peace ???? where’s our hope in life??? I don’t think anyone has that answer right now…not even Obama….No …..the only key to the answer was the lyrics …..I really hope that everyone can hold hands together one day and sing that song.....
And finally , I just wanna say that we'll always remember you !!!You're in a place where no harms and sorrow can reach you now. All the accusations won't tarnish you and it doesn’t really matter anymore……The only thing that’s important is ----------Love…..
..Right ??? Micheal??
We'll always love you and the world would always cherish and appreciate your love towards music and mankind....You'll always be with us........
***“WE ARE THE WORLD’’***
There comes a time when we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And its time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
We cant go on pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all part of gods great big family
And the truth, you know, love is all we need
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice were making
Were saving our own lives
Its true well make a better day
Just you and me
Send them your heart
So theyll know that someone cares
their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stones to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand
Chorus:
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice were making
Were saving our own livesI
ts true well make a better dayJust you and me
When youre down and out, there seems no hope at all
But if you just believe theres no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well let us realize that a change can only come
When we stand together as one
Chorus:
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start givingTheres a choice were makingWere saving our own lives
Its true well make a better day
Just you and me
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
Theres a choice were making
Were saving our own lives
Its true well make a better day
Just you and me
We are the world......
Posted by DamienKok at 4:18 AM 2 comments
Labels: musicological
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
SPENDING MYSUNDAY with the other species
(Sugar, Flour , Sauce and anything that's edible( stealing lines from Powerpuff girls........!!))
WORM-LIKE SPAGHETTI HAHAHAHA*evil laughs*!!!gonna give it to Snow White....
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
It's all gonna b alrite!!!!!!
Empty house, homeworks, movies, flowers and computer were the only things my parents left for me while they were enjoying their fancy trip to KL with my sister. She's going to Sunway University College and i wish her all the best. JIA YOU JIE JIE!!!!!(haha...)Well I'm going to miss her and she's going to miss my mom's cooks. I hope she can adapt herslf to the new and strange environment there and probably make some friends (if she can , coz she's not really good at interecting and she knew that).
Well back to the main topic, i had to wake up early at seven and get myself ready to go to the fund raising thingy!!! It's St. John's annual Flag Day and we had to go to the resident area and BEG for some money. Thank goodness it's a rather fine weather that day. Not too hot nor too cold. We were seperated into a few groups and we started walking around and forcing the passers-by to donate some money. I swear one of them low -lives were staring and gave me a threatening look before i approach him. I knew he meant to kill us all if we ever dare to move a step closer to him. But well, i kept a knife inside my bag and it won't bother me to take it out and gave it a little swing .......haha.......and there's the best part of the day!!! I've got the chance to take a look INSIDE the most famous bungalow at Tmn Golf( u know...that dark and weird mansion with branches and hedge with a super cool kinda zoo thingy behind the house!!!!)
The dark and mysterious mansion I was talking about!!!
Well she, the wife of the owner of course(or not.......) gave us RM50 !!!!It's huge!!!!!I was so happy and thrilled and i did't put it into the donation box. I kept showing it off to my friends!!!!!! And there's the most embarassing moment .I asked the officer to drop me down at the KFC next to the stadium. And when i stepped out of the ambulance, I just walked straight and didn't looked back. I felt as if i'm awesomely cool and was a very nice ending for the day .But I was so wrong.........I was walking directly opposite to KFC !!!And the worse part of it was all my juniors ,a bunch of naive and stupid kids who sit at the back, startin to burst into laughter.I was so embarrassed and just turn around and walk( i don't think its a walk, i feel like i was flying) to KFC.
And when i got home ,I switched on the fan and spend a five hours in front of this stupid computer. Then i start my own blog. Well my URL is http://www.damienkok.blogspot.com/ (i don't know if i actually has an URL yet....) .Feel free to drop by anytime u want. hahahaha.
And i was thinking about the original plan for the day. I was supposed to go to SP with Jake and watch a movie or sthg. But well there's some problem occured and the plan failed. Awww~~~~
Well i hope he's enjoying his day there and mayb we'll watch that movie the other time with Alex and Patty .
A cool and hot movie if you ask me!!!!(I think it's because of Megan Fox !!!I'm drooling!!!)
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Friday, July 3, 2009
Unnecessary thing that turn out to be the most needed one---Part 1
There's always sometimes when you try so hard to impersonate and copy other's act, thought, interest and be like them just to please their needs and make them like you.I'm not saying that its not a good thing to do because sometimes u might be influenced by other's positive energy and turn into a good soul, but if you get the wrong idea of it, well then .......you'll be considered a 'fallen' to me(well by my standards anyway). I felt pity for those who actually bully the other weaker and smaller guys in the school just to prove that they're macho or cool or something. Well for my opinion , they're just a bunch of brainless ,rotten rubbish, TRASH!!!!!!! There's one small "tough guy" who just randomly picked a fight with me .He grabbed my uniform's collar with one of his decayed and deformed hand and point right at my face with the other. I was furious but i simply just pushed IT away and when i was trying to walk away from it , he was possessed!!!!!! He started to throw a bunch of his "rubbish" words and wanted to fight with me!!!
He was small and ......nt that scary actually. Well i was preparing myself to dodge his punch and put up a fight with him but........I was in the school!!!!! Well i've a clean record in my school and I'd like to keep it that way. Thank goodness his pals pulled him backward and try to cool him down, which is the right thing to do. I've a bro who's coincedentally the head prefect in my school and i don't really want to disappoint him. Well i just quickly pick up my pace and again , trying to walk away from that @#$%#!!! My 6-foot-tall friend, Jake, who was standing beside me all the time, walk along with me and we started to talk about that stupid guy . He was making fun of that guy by comparing him to some kinda animal( i think he looks like a hamster, only with glasses)and discussing how we're going to take him down if we really got into the fight. He really is a jovial character and know just the right words( well theoretically his best weopon) to put a smile on your face. To cut it short ,that dump spoiled my mood that day. And one of his pals is actually a friend i USED TO KNOW. He was a little mischevious and kinda fell-free-to-do-everything before. I thought it's normal for a guy at my age bt he got worsen and turn into a wanton. He started smoking, gambling and skipping classes just to HANG OUT with his gang.............
To be continue
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